It is hard to believe it has been 3 weeks since my last post. It seems like forever since we left the kids in Utah. Joey is on the road right now, going to pick them up! I will be happy to have them home. Being childless was fun for a while. We ate out a lot. Left whenever we wanted. Did whatever we wanted. It did lose the shiny-new-freedom feel pretty quick, though. I realized that if we had never been blessed with kiddos, I would be living my life just for me. I felt some of the purpose drain out of the things I do. I am not sure I am explaining this well. Maybe it is not something I can articulate fully. I know I would have a reason to live without my boys, I just think it wouldn't feel nearly as important. So, now that my husband is driving off into the sunset to get my babies. I find myself praying that all of them will return quickly and safely, and restore some of the purpose to my life.
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